In my memories

The things that hurt me utterly

2009-01-30T20:11:00.000-08:00

The things that hurt me utterly
Recently, there’s lots of things that people do or said to me had hurt me..
I don’t know why..
Do I deserve it?
Feel that I’m all alone..
I didn’t realise that my family members are the closest to me until all this things that had happen.
Those that are by my side are, my parents, my grandparents, cousins aunt & uncle..
Thank you so much..
Sometimes I would ask myself..
What’s the definition of friends? A soul mate? Someone that can play basketball with you?
Are they true?
Perhaps, your best friends that u think they are, isn’t your true friends.. In fact, those that are around you are..
I would stop questioning myself..
Here is something that u’all had said..

If u want to hide, GO AWAY.. Waste my time.

Ni hen weak eh..

I’m disappointed in you..

Go to hell

Forget it then..

Si bai zhe..

Just one word, STUPID.

Do u think u deserve it? Don't watse your time

I think you would know who u are.. Don’t worry, I would not mention names.
After all.. I want to say thank you..
U made me realised who's the one tat's closest to me..

~yw~

Today was my BIRTHDAY!

2009-01-05T23:59:00.000-08:00

To those that still doesn't know,

my birthday falls on the 5th of janurary..

my 15 years old birthday could be the best birthday ever!

because it's the birthday that i recieve most of the birthday gift..

On the 4th of janurary,

Chu Rui, Kang Kie, Jun Ji, Bryan, Anthony, Xin Ying, Jia ying & me went to bugis..

interested to know what we're there for?

Well it's an obvious reason..

To hunt for birthday giftS!!

They have dicided to buy a wallet for my birthday gift.

We entered "The Wallet Shop"

& started looking for a wallet with the coolest disign..

A white Billabong wallet with green strips caught my attention..

The guys know that i wanted that wallet so they decided to buy it for me..

Sadly.. the display piece was the last one they have..

& it's already in a bad shape..

well we're definally not going to buy a "spoiled" wallet..

So they requested me to choose another wallet..

I asked Chu Rui for his opinion..

He told me that the black wallet with purple stripes look great..

After much consideration..

I decided the get the black wallet..

The guys share among themself & got me the wallet..

After that, the generous bryan leads me all the way to bugis street..

We walked into the shop that sells lots of man's top..

He requested me to choose a shirt..

I dicided to get the white top..

White had always been one of my favourate colour..

so.. now i want to thank everyone!

Thank u, Jonathan, for giving me the "wu gui"..

Thank u, Emily, for remembering my birthday!

Thank u, Anthony, Jun Ji, Chu Rui for sharing the wallet as a gift..

Thank u, Jade, for not forgeting my birthday..

Thank u, Javihn, for the pink shirt..

Thank u, chun fu kor kor, for the Letratag..

Thank u, Bryan, for the top..

Special thanks to Chu Rui who planed everything so nicely..

& all those who wished my happy birthday.!!

U GUYS ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Big Day Itself

2008-11-23T20:08:00.000-08:00

I woke up early in the morning, 6am, windy..
I glimsed outside of my window,
I saw a few gardeners around a tree that was bending..
The stem of the newly tree are still weak, it needs something to support it..
In order to let it grow tall & upright,
The gardeners had to place a stick beside it..
To support the tree untill it's strong enough to support itself..
Humans are the same..
They need someone to support them when they need support..
Our parents act like the stick beside us..
They are there to support us..
& leds us to grow in the correct way..
The plant may not remember the stick that once supported it..
But when u're strong enough to support yourself..
Will you remember the stick that supported you?

I entered my washroom..
Started the washing up in the place that i'm familiar with..
After that, i dried the place that was wet & went inside my study room..
I opened the gift gently..
The gift was still as gorgeous as ever..
I smiled..
The sky turned dark in a second..
Soon it started drizzling..later the rain got heavier & heavier..
Since i couldn't go out to pass her the gift now..
I decided to go online..
I chated with with a ravishing teacher..
Haha, I told her that I was going out later to pass someone a gift..
She told me that guys wouldn't give guys a gift..
& won't give a gift for nothing..
"Is she someone that i like?" i thought to myself..
"Yes! she's.."
"As a friend.."
With that, the rain seems to be settled down by a little..
I hurried out before the rain gets any heavier..

I board the train & started daydreaming..
Thinking of how i should pass her the gift..
I came up with a few ideas..
But i just couldn't decide on which one to use..
In the end i decided to call kj..
After knowing the stituation..
he suggested me to leave the gift outside the house,
ring the door bell & than run away..
I followed what he says.. as that was what I intended to do..
Finally the whole day had ended..
I hope that she'll like the gift..

~end~

The preparation of the gift.

2008-11-19T20:29:00.000-08:00

I have a friend that had a pair of sparkings eyes.
Whenever i see her, i'll somehow or other being freezed by that.
A few days later will be her birthday,
thus i decided to prepare a gift for her.
I got no idea about what i should give to her,
thus i requested kang jie to tag along with me,
well this guy got lots of good ideas.
We headed to vivo city,
firstly we passed by lots of "cartoon shops" which promoted lots of different kinds of dolls.
I find dolls rather common,
others would buy the same things for her too.
I want to give her something unique & special.
We shopped for quite a long time & we just couldn't get any inspiration.
At times, i feel like giving up,
"hiaz, we've been searching for so long & we couldn't even find something special for her, perhapes we'll come again another day," i thought to myself.
But there's something that kept on ringing around me, it goes" giving up is never the way out."
Thus i decided to perserver & continued hunting for the gift.
Well, i guess we're lucky this time.
We passed by a shop named "gift a name"
Kangjie suggested for us to go in.
We entered the shop.
I happen to come accross a curve thingy with a shiny appearence.
I asked the shopkeeper " what's this?"
"ohh, this is the template of a custom made bookmark"
"u could have your name on it using the the icons on that."
I turned at the direction she pointed.
wow, there's so many shiny alphabet on a tray.
I choose the alphabet of her name & had a monkey at the ending.
OH MY GOODNESS! IT GORGEOUS!
With that, it comes to the end of the day.
well, thank you kang jie!

~end~